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Scratch the whole "done for the day" crap. I want to write about this primarily because my buzz is gone and i dont have anymore weed to sustain my "happy" state. The state of mind i prefer to have rather than the stat of my mind currently....less stress.I like it, you know the drugs...my favorites are pills and pot now...no inhalants, or booze anymore...i was proud of myself i sold my bottle of liquor i had...bout a lot of pot with it tho.I smoked all my pot...idk i keep throwing up this acidic crap and its making my throat sore...idk why that's happening...just figured id say it...I haven't worked out since Thursday...i feel like shit about it...like im trying so hard to lose everything that i don't like about me and my life, and its tough, tough doing it the right way, you know not cheating...i could easily cheat, but i wont....Idk it's just something i struggle with, like my addictions...a struggle. Mein Kampfe. Yeah its the title of hitler's book, but i do know how to speak german...and i love jews...so yeah. Nie Wieder auch...

Also sprach die Tot.
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